Have you ever watched the film “Chasing Liberty”? Hmmm..well.. I can describe my life reflecting the real image of me in a way how this movie really goes… as it tells something beyond its real meaning. I’m” NOT” talking about how mandy fell in love ((DEFINITELY NOT)… but how life goes on in its deepest essence (HOW SHE HANDLES & LIVES IN ALIFE FULL OF _T_H_E_O_R_I_E_S_ ) ….or let’s say how she deals life chasing for freedom!…. Freedom???? Freedom from what???… It is not only in one aspect… But it is about life as a whole. it is the freedom from everything. I could say that I was a prisoner of my own self hiding from the reality or from the face of the world, the fact that continuously exists which I truly deny from within…. I was a victim of my own stupidity, and worst of all….. I closed the door behind me… that I wasn’t able to see what the real world has brought about humanity…. and that’s the reason why when i stepped outside the world which I built inside I wasn’t able to cope up with everybody. I don’t know how to deal with other people ’cause I was blinded by the existence of the truth which I tried to cultivate through my theories and expectations. However, it is truly not enough for me just to learn things with different judgment in order to arrive in to essential theories…. there were many cases from which I tested my own self, still I wasn’t able to learn my lesson… not until I’ve experienced it. The point is… it is all about taking the tests before learning the lessons.
Yes it is absolutely true that words are not enough to describe one, because it is more than any of those combined letters that it could go beyond each of its meaning. There is no definite definition for the real life itself. It is certainly broad and certainly infinite like our universe. On the other hand, though one could hardly define it…. I do find myself living in a closed shell from which I’ve seen no freedom. I tried to free myself from the excessive baggage I have from my back, still the past keeps hunting me every minute. I tried to run away from it which I think the only best thing to do but I always failed…. Everything is connected… past, present and future…. I wasn’t able to cut the chains that keep its bond in its place. There were pains, heartaches, and regrets……… and all those things are the ghost which I have to face from my past in order to face tomorrows. It seems to be that I am strong, yet behind the laughs and smiles that I take is the strong feeling of sorrow and emptiness from within.
Truly, I found myself so negative to bear… but the shadows of faith is still there… and I am still wishing and longing for the light of my life which chase for me to get my own LIBERTY!!!!! “THERE ARE CERTAIN POINTS INMY LIFE FROM WHICH I BECAME SO TIRED OF LIVING JUST ONLY IN–”theories”–………..just like Mandy Moore in Chasing Liberty”
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